What would you hold? Stella

I hold this object is pendant. It makes by yellow crystal. It was my birthday gift, and from my father. I had it when I was a teenager, and more than 15 years. It’s not too expensive. But it is very valuable to me. My father passed away in July 2007. He died of health problems and he was 86 years old at that time. He was a great and famous doctor in the place where I was born in China. He was a nice person, and he won the respect of everybody in my town. I am so proud of him. He taught me a lot of things. The things he teach me still fresh in my memory. I miss him very much, and specially in holidays. I wear this pendant all times. When I touch it. I feel so comfortable, and I can image he still beside me. He will bless me in the heaven. He is always in my heart. I will keep it forever.